Our homestudy is underway!!

It is official! We have started our homestudy. Josh and I both had our individual interviews yesterday. They went great! Laura, our social worker, is very easy to talk to and she made me feel comfortable instantly. I felt at ease answering her questions about our life. Josh said the same thing when I asked him how his interview went. She gave him all the paperwork that must be completed at this point, which includes the fingerprinting, lifestyle questionaires, medical release forms, the child abuse and neglect forms, and all the information we need to put together our profile. I have set a goal for us to have all of this completed and together two weeks from today, which is the 14th of December. She seemed to think that we could have our homestudy completed in February. I am hoping for that to be the case! That means we could be an approved family waiting for our baby in just two and a half short months!! I feel so good about all of this. I have such peace that I know has come from God. I feel like we are right where we are supposed to be in the process... nothing feels rushed.

Josh is excited too and that is a very comforting feeling that we are doing the right thing, lead by God. Lilly can't wait until she gets her brother or sister through this process. She is telling everyone, "Mommy is adopting a baby!"

Please be in prayer as we prepare all this paperwork and get our profile together that we can do this and do it well. I am nervous about doing the profile because I know that it will be shown to birthmothers and that is how we will either be chosen or not chosen.

A small sidenote:

Lilly is loving preschool. She already has her first crush! She got in the car on Tuesday, after her teacher told me that she was going to have to move Lilly's seat if she didn't stop talking, and told me... "Mommy, you know what... I'm in love with Caden!" I didn't know what to say except laugh. Needless to say, this is the little boy that she is talking to when the teacher asks them not to talk. I am glad she is enjoying preschool and hopefully she won't be the class troublemaker!

I have so much to be thankful for...

I have always loved Thanksgiving, but I have never thought about what all I do have that I need to be thankful for. This has been on my mind more so this year than ever before. I feel like I am always thankful and I do thank God every time I pray, but this year, around this time, it has hit me hard that I need to be so thankful because I have more than I could ever have imagined. God has blessed me more than I could ever sufficiently thank him for!

I went to our church service, which was held on Tuesday night, so we all could have Wednesday to start preparing for the Thanksgiving holiday on Thursday. I enjoyed it being on Tuesday night and I also thoroughly enjoyed the service. There weren't a lot of people in attendance, but that didn't matter because our church family is so close that we are actually like a big family. We all shared what we were thankful for this year. Each of us had a chance to speak and most everyone took that opportunity to share their thoughts of Thanksgiving. Just hearing everyone tell what they were thankful for made me really realize how much I have to be thankful for.

I am so thankful for Christ, more so right now in my life than ever before. He has brought me so far and held my hand through so much. I do not deserve what all He has done for me, but, boy am I thankful that He chose to do all of that for me!

I am so thankful for my family. They are so loving and we are all so close. My parents help us out whenever we need it and never turn us down. My mom is there for me, day in and day out, to take care of Lilly, so I can work to help us out financially. This is something that I appreciate more than she will ever know! Josh and I are also blessed with his wonderful parents, who are very accepting of our life and never cease to be supportive in all our efforts. I realize there are people out there who do not have parents like we have.

I am thankful for Josh, my husband, who works so hard to provide for Lilly and I. He is so good at what he does and his work ethic is stronger than mine will ever be. He has finally found a great job and we are so thankful for that, because he has worked jobs that were extremely hard on him and our family. I appreciate what he does for us more than he will ever know.

I am so very thankful that Lilly is as healthy, smart, vibrant, beautiful, loving, helpful, tenderhearted, and happy as she is. I can't believe how much she has grown and everyday I am amazed at what she is learning and doing. I am also thankful that she is strong willed, because I do believe that will help her later in her life. It does drive me crazy right now, though! :)

I am very thankful for our church family and our new friendships that we have developed. These two things are so important to help one live their life for Christ just a little better. We are all just trying to do our best for God, never measuring up to what we should be. These loving people at church help me to really do the best I can!

I am thankful that my Grandmother, dad's mother, has been given another year so that we might show her how much we love her. She is scared of death and it makes me sad for her. I pray that she can gain more peace in this time she has left on this earth. She is headed to a far better place!

I am thankful for the road of adoption that God is leading us down. I never imagined that this would be something that we would really pursue, but, boy am I thankful that we are pursuing it! I am so thankful that my husband has embraced the desire that I have to grow our family this way. I am thankful for the peace that God has given me about this process.

There are so many other things that I am thankful for, but we would be here all day and night if I listed them all. I just wanted to share a few of them with my faithful readers. I hope you all have a wonderful and blessed Thanksgiving and holiday season!

With much love,
Anna Leigh

Decisions... decisions...

I have found that decisions (the important, life changing ones) are so hard to make for me lately. I am doing a lot more praying about things in my life than ever before. I can tell that God is leading our life and I am thankful for that, but... it makes it hard for me to decide if things are happening because I want them to happen, or if things are happening because God wants them to happen. I know that we have had this discussion before in my ladies' bible class, but it is hard to know for yourself, no matter how many times you hear others talk about it.

Anyone who is reading this blog knows that we are adopting. This is a slow process, especially this part of getting it started. We are still waiting to hear from the social worker at CFS about our application and about setting up our individual interviews. I spoke with her last week and she told me that the next thing she needed to do was to set up those interviews, (which a friend of mine told me means that we have been accepted? Yea, maybe!!). She told me to call her by yesterday if I hadn't heard from her yet, because she is so busy with so many other duties at CFS besides just adoption services, that it makes it easy for her to forget what she needs to be doing. So, I waited all week and then I called today... she had left the office early today. :( So, then I begin to question... am I trying to hard to make things happen?? I have been reassured that, YES, Laura is extremely busy with her job at CFS. She is one of the directors over all five areas in Alabama. But, even though she is busy doesn't mean that she won't "bend over backwards" when there is a baby for us. This does make me feel better and I know that things can be happening even when I am not doing anything. I also feel very confident that we will get our baby when God wants us to, no matter what. But, I just want to make sure that God wants us to... hence the whole reason for this post!

Then, there is the issue of our house being up for sale. We put it up for sale in the middle of the summer, then got a realtor towards the end of August. We have only shown it a few times with no luck. Everyone comments on how cute and clean it looks but we haven't found the right person. I think that this delay is actually good and a God-send because we have changed our minds about the house we want to buy next. When we first moved here, Josh was working in Florence, so we bought a house on the west end of town or Clements school district. Now, he is working in Huntsville (totally opposite end of everything). He loves his job and isn't going anywhere, so we are thinking we need to move either into the heart of Athens (city school district), or Madison. This decision has been driving me nuts!! I don't know what to do. I have been praying so much and I can't tell what God would want us to do. I do believe that He cares about the little things in our lives, like this, so it is important to me to know what He would want us to do. If we moved to Madison, then our lives would change a pretty good bit. Josh would be closer to work, it would save us on gas money (which is a huge positive right now!!), and we would be close to just about anything we wanted to do (because Madison is bigger than Athens, with more places to eat, shop, play, etc.) But, if we moved to Madison, then we would be farther from my parents, so mom couldn't keep Lilly as easily and we would be a farther drive from our church home, which would be bad because we would have a longer commute, making Wednesday nights harder, and we aren't changing churches. We love our church!!

Okay... I know I rambled on in the post... but I am confused right now about where life is taking us. I just needed to get it off my chest. Goodness knows, my poor husband is sick of listening to me! Ha!

If anyone has any advice, I welcome it, that is, if my entire post wasn't too confusing!

Thanks y'all!

Trick or Treat!!

We had a wonderful Halloween night last night! This was Lilly's first experience with trick-or-treating and she did great. She was shy, at first, when we would walk up to the door, but she quickly learned to say trick or treat and get her candy. Everyone commented on how pretty "Snow White" was and Lilly loved that!

We made a couple of stops to visit. We stopped at Mark and Phyllis Whitt's house to see Daniel, Jennifer and their precious baby, Stella. Jennifer had made her costume, a star. Stella looked adorable. Phyllis fed us, which we weren't expecting. The chili was delicious! This gave us the energy we needed to finish out the night, running after Lilly as she went door to door. Josh and I laughed that she could have trick-or-treated all night long! She never seems to run out of steam.

We didn't get home until about 9:30 and then it took me forever to get Lilly in the bed. Josh wanted us to finish out the night, after Lilly was asleep, with watching one of the horror movies that was on. I think we watched one of the Friday the 13th's. They really are cheesy, so I fell asleep on the couch.

I think the night was very memorable as Lilly's first real Halloween experience. Thanks to my hubby for going with us!!